Im dying.. sick since yest. ma luck n health has been deterioratin. cant afford to b sick. cant afford for an mc. Oh god! pls make me beta tomor.
ma 6 reflections done, ma observations none. im in deep shitz.

10:25 PM;

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Damn tirin dae till all ma plans go haywire.. Jus cos of e 3km Mc Ritchie trail walk. E place was rather nice. Seems to b a great place fer hiking. But nt on a trail walk wif KIDS. BABIES. Ma back ache dat bad. Tired following deir pace. Bending down so many times. Holdin e kids hands speciali wen one jus dun wan to hold urs, ya jus feel like leaving him der. Deizr monkeyz ar jus so scary. N wen e monkeys were stopping us, I rather save ma own lives den e kids. I was usin ma yellow crocs at dt pt o time. Dun de crocs jus look like bananas. Dey jus lurveeeeee e color yellow so much. N at dt pt of time I jus feel like throwing ma yellow crocs at dem.. Bloody monkey. Dun let us cross deir way.. Stop us like they bloody own dat walkway.. Wonder how much they pay e government?? Masters?? Diners?? Visas?? Nets… ha ha. Wen I gt bac to school, its like 5 mor hrs mor till end o werk. N I jus wanna SLEEP.. BATHE.. No mood fer anything..
N den supp mit up wif so many peepz bt I jus fil sooooo daymn tired to go out.. N I reali wanna go n c e fireworks since e recent IMF fireworks I was being chased by e security… Bt den home was I n ‘him’ was hu I met in e end

11:58 PM;

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Shocking smses, scary questions.. ‘Him’ has neva done or said anything lik dat b4. I wonder wad happen if I reali blurt out e whole truth to 'him'. Will he eva b alive aftr dat? After 2 weeks of silence, he’s bac.. Still alive. N I am dis time of cos fer sure ALIVE..
SHUD I STAY OR SHUD I GO

11:51 PM;

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madness chasin aftr arseholes hu jus enter e werld of e preschools. Teacher Lin = Toddler. I expected dat to happen. Bloody hell!! I hate dirty diapers. Shitty diapers. StinkoEs. Itchie legs. Bite marks. Jus name it. Daymn i jus hate taking care of 2 yr olds. Driving me nuts. Making me hungry. Loosin ma weight = not a gd thing i mus sae.

10:53 PM;

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ma bro jus bought a companion fer his lil' spiderman hamster. N wen he jus add dat lil' gurlie inside e cage, e spiderman hamster chase aftr e gurlie. N bes of all he cant wait to fark. He kip on sniffin e gurlie arse or shud i sae pussy. N trying to jump n doin it their animal position. N e gurlie tryin her best to scape. Seeing dem kissin(i guess) looks kinda cute. Seeing the 'guy' chasin e 'gurl' fer a fark seems farni yet cute. e way e spiderman hamster looks restless, anxious in c-in e gurlie seems watchably fun..
They'll gonna make babies reali soon. in mins time or even secs.
no one noes.

10:32 PM;

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wad e fark is happenin to MSN??? Its so bloody irritatin CAN!!!! Since yest.. N i can onli go in e default msn. N dun underst y some ppl still can go in...

1:53 AM;

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how hard i try to get him off ma mind... ders jus ppl hu ask me bout him. y is it jus so difficult??

N w/o those peepz askin, im still doin stupid shitz hopin fer dunno wad..
- wein msn on e weirdest time hopin to c him online though i noe im nt gonna click on him..
- c'in his type o bike n hoping dat it's his..
- happen to pass e place he used to sae he play soccer(sun), n lookin ard to c if ders 'him' der.
- every coffee shops dat i pass i got to look ard to c maybe he's der

WAD IS HAPPENING TO ME???

1:25 AM;

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im gonna grow muscles tomor thanks to e walk at changi. I neva knew that changi haf grown to b dat nice other than e ugly low tide sight of e beach.
e dae turns out to b alrite wif frens n small lil kid. Free frm everythin durin dat time. til e time wen we were bout to get bac. Waitin fer e bloody cab was like hell. Den bein bitten by ants. N i jus dunno y, dis ants wen its time fer dem to attack me, they can easily crawl to ma feet n ma leg dat fast compare to other ppl.. Y ma leg?? Y ma feet?? U guys lurve tapered legs huh??
Dats nt it.. Being attac, den cab arrive, den bac in e lift to fren place. N carryin dis lil kid n BLUERKKK!! He puke on me. Daymn how i luv kids puke so much. N best of all, i got to mit a fren aftr dat..
So jus imagine wad i did...............

11:56 PM;

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ppl cant make me hapi...
But im makin maself hapi....
At last e 'sueh' been left at far east.. Its bac to e look which i lurve most. SHORT. I LURVE ma hair. For todae. N hope tomor n e dae after.

2:11 AM;

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im so bloody piss wif 'him'.. i cant tolerate any more.. aghhhh. N i can neva believe dat i reali DID msg 'him' those kinda msgs. Daym... Enuff.. Jus too much.. Fark wif everythin.........
Jus e time to say.........

9:34 AM;

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Im hapi aftr long. its e hols.. Free from everythin. evrythin done. everythin over til nex mth. For now, ma plan is TO CUT MA HAIR.

8:48 PM;

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Aftr long, at last i got to go out wif 'him'. N aftr long A MOVIE.
'The breakup'.
Do guys reli take into detail wadeva dey c or hear stuff frm movies??

12:57 AM;

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