Weird dreamz playing wif me dis days in ma sleep.
Bad dream, nightmare. Name it but mostly they are jus those bad ones. Is someone trying to tell me sumthin?? Hidden msgs?? Not at all do i believe such things bt wen it occur mor den once, I gotta start thinking..
But wif too much thinking..
e paranoid ME starts

1:10 PM;

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Wen prawning. N I caught e bigges prawn ma fwen eva caught der. E hands freaking big can?? Like crab.

7:53 PM;

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der goes ma dayz of alcohol free.
Lasted few dayzz.
Startin drinking gain. Nid help

1:35 AM;

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feeling shitty but still
** alcohol free for 3rd day

1:57 AM;

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i miss those days...
dose so called REAL dates
movie dates

WER??
GONE......

hapie endingz jus happen in stupid fairy tales. N dey live happily eva after. BullSHIT

12:41 AM;

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I jus dunno wer to hide ma face. Pukin at a fren'z kitchen n den steppin on it den slip n fell. I reali made a big fool outa maself. N de stnk.. GOSH!! Unexplainable. N dat fren has to clean e whole mess. Felt damn bad.

** Stayin alcohol free for e nex few dayz

5:15 AM;

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Dis dayz i jus dunno y i kip finding 'penyakit' outside. Wads wif me? Lack of attention? Mayb yeah.. But in a shity way? Gosh!! Wads reali happening to me.. im reali going haywire w/o him. Telling maself dat life has to go on isn werkin fer me at all. It turn out werst.
I look like a sober kid sittin alone drink by drink. goin home sleep n e nex day drinking again. n sleepin again. Same old boring crap except e stories of drunkern peepz..

4:33 AM;

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Its finnali overrr.......... I will neva wanna werk wif 'her' n i wouldn wanna c dat farkin Dr hu neva get satisfied wif wadeva i gave. I wanna sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep

11:53 AM;

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