mindleSS mind

same

2007-05-27T22:03:00.000+08:00

If you're still getting a lot less out of a long-term project (or relationship) than you're putting in, it may be time to admit that you're going to have to end things. You can't waste your precious resources forever. Cut bait, row your boat over to another part of the sea, and start fishing in some fresh waters. You may feel as though you're starting all over again -- but you're starting with a lot more wisdom.

yrs ago i tot over it.. months ago it came to ma mind again.. weeks ago it still do.. days ago no difference. n til todae.. its stil e same.

i miss

2007-05-27T13:57:00.000+08:00

Y do ppl haf to change? fer e gd or fer e werst..... jus to make ppl life miserable??

I miss e old u
I miss e old me
I miss e WE dat we used to b

errmmm
wonderin if e WE eva did exis
did it??

havaianas

2007-04-26T21:24:00.000+08:00

Havaianas missing MISSING MISSINGGGG!!!! Fer how long.. i DO NOT noe. I jus plan on wearin it todae but its GONE. Though it has been givin me probs while walkin i still lurve ma HAVAIANAS!! Its e one in a million Havaianas.. Wer can ya c ppl wearing dat nowadays??? E design i jus lurve it. N it can neva b found in stores now...
oh! Damn dat Bloody mother fucker who took it!! im goona follow any fucker hus wearin a size 5 black havaianas wif dat design if i caught e fela wearin dat.. So beware!! Im gonna watch ur feet!!

bac again

2007-04-24T23:10:00.000+08:00

Bac to square 1 were we..... and e same shitZ happens.
Wen wil it eva end

i wish i wish

2007-04-18T20:38:00.000+08:00

Will e time eva cum wen i wil haf too much money in e bank dat e only reason i got to werk is to kill time.. Oh how i wish.
I wish i cud jus lie down gettin maself pampered from head to toe rite now. i wish i cud jus lie down passin each days gettin maself fat without doin anythin.

oh my..
Stil DreamIn on.....

CRazy! me?

2007-04-15T02:00:00.000+08:00

i can neva believe it. tot everytin wud b bac to normal but i was proven totally wrong. Ok. I was being called crazy.. For trying to b a psycho.
Well folks.. plz do cum n visit me.
Tank u.

tonsilities

2007-04-11T00:00:00.000+08:00

Tonsillitis - Dats wad e doc said. Wen i first got e terrible headache n e fever, i neva tot dat it was dat bad. i tot dat oh my, jus another fever n im gonna waste 20+ bucks goin to a doc to get some panadol which i dun even eat. E days proove me wrong wen eventually i decided to find out e cause. e main cause of e terrible headache, dat makes me wonder if im gonna die any moment from brain cancer brain damage. wadeva dat has got to do wif sufferrin death..
Ok. done wif too much imaginations of death.
E reality states dat tonsilitis is e cause. e fever e headache. everythin. N i bet it all came from smokin.. too much ciggies n too much sheeshas wif no dickies fer a nite.. A smoky heaven nite turns into a deadly hell mornin e nex. Wads werst... e meds cost me a bomb.

neva enuff

2007-03-27T14:39:00.000+08:00

Weneva it cums to E-stuffs I"L NEVA get satisfied.. .
E gd stuff odi on ma hands. Latest n everythin lates.. Technology wise. Woah. 3.5G 3MP recordable n swoppin of video call n everytin gd xcep fer e unfriendly way it was towards me. E lates slim edition was n it WAS on ma hands fer less den a week n DEN.. left in e book called memoriEs.
N now its a 2MP 3G ONE-way video cal n wel at least a bit frenlier one BUT wif a $300 add on. Worth it?? Well, HELL NO!! N e price now...

Retail price (without plan)
Z720 = 898
E65 = 778
Difference = 120

N I haf to add 300 fer a downgrade fon. n e total cos of e E65 end up to b 488 + 300 = 788 (WIF a 2-yr plan)

dreamz

2007-03-20T14:14:00.000+08:00

its DAT DREAM again....
Y mus it always b dose dreams dat kip me thinkin n thinkin n thinkin..
Cant it jus end wif 'and they live happily ever after'
N i'll wake up smiling.
Ohhhh i long fer dat.

e horoscope again

2007-03-01T22:20:00.000+08:00

It was said dat i shudn spend so much. it was said dat i shudn splurge on sumthin which i dun reali nid. it was said dat sum1 gonna corrupt ma mind in buying sumthin...
Oh damn.. i tink dat sum1 oreadi did..
agreed on toppin up fer his fon n to add it up, i'v odi told him bout e psp
n to add mor up
i am helping him try his NEW 3G shitz now. oh boy! he's so bloody outdated can. used to tell me 3g no use la fer wad la bla bla n now aksen. las time say dis dat, den now so many ppl haf den ppl dun wan use odi den he start use.. harlow MR! wake up pls...
e bad thing among all is... IT is costin me $$$ can! n his bloody fon stupid shitz nt werkin. n sumor always look down on ma exp fon. jealous la.

oh help

2007-02-23T19:56:00.000+08:00

Pinkie.. piNk o piNK.
i nid a PINK DRESS badly... oh wer can i get.. cheap n nice cos i bet its not gonna b on me fer mor den once...

he waited n hes gone n im wasted

2007-01-21T14:55:00.000+08:00

Wasted nite yest.
Waited was he.
Gone again.....

i felt so bad. a brand new year. a gd month. N der was i gettin maself wasted. Goin fer class made e feeling werst. e stink of sins. EveRyWeR! oh GOD, pls forgive me.
Fer e very first time i felt so ashamed and sinful.

horoscopes

2007-01-17T00:40:00.000+08:00

Am i jus too paranoid over these horoscopes shitz. Everythin seems so true. Jus cant help not thinkin bout it.
Is it true dat its finally over? is it true dat we'll end up fightin? is it true dat i always wanna win?
Is it REALI true dat ders sumthin new goin on wif his life???? IS IT TRUE???

Her says:
Ding! That is the bell, indicating that round one between you and someone else is over. This fight might go on for a while, but today you should definitely take a break and try to forget about the competition. No one loves to win more than you, but that doesn't mean you should sacrifice your social life! Keep things in perspective, and make sure you make time for both your private life and your work life. Otherwise, you'll end up a very lonely champion.

His says:
You can sense something new starting in your life, so why not go with this feeling and make some personal changes? In order to take advantage of an upcoming transition, you'll have to let go of a few old habits. But one glimpse at your possible future will show you that all the effort will be worthwhile. Today you will be handed a golden opportunity on a silver platter.

ice cream

2007-01-07T22:09:00.000+08:00

i need it. i wan it now.. no tomor
but now..
Its been on ma mind..
I cant focus on doin anythin...
Dats all i c wen i close ma eyes........
i wan ICE CREAM.. Badly cravin fer it..
N i dunno y wen it cums to me....
Wen i wan it I REALI WAN IT n i wan it now it means now...
I dun wait n i Cant Wait..
Oh...........

flavours
brands
toppings
**i Jus need A lick

ma hair

2006-12-31T00:36:00.000+08:00

i can neva get satisfied wif ma hair
wadeva i do.....
It still look like SOTONG!

e hair i luv can neva suit ma face
e hair i like has always turn ugly weneva it sticks to MA FACE...
was it e hair
was it e face

Aghhhhhh time fer e cap dayz once again....
till den...
let e sotong grow

e luv gone

2006-12-26T09:41:00.000+08:00

I mor dae to his bdae.
5 mor dayz to e nex hols
5 mor days to e nex count down party
6 dayz to a brand NEW YEAR

a brand new chapter of one's life.
old crapz dat looks new
old stories dat were neva unfold
old bastards dat got to b dumped
old baddy habits dat haf to b kicked
old happenings dat jus haf to b stored in e book called "PAST"

old luv......................
UNCOUNTABLE hours minutes seconds to e end of e un-stable luv

santa

2006-12-24T18:03:00.000+08:00

dear big santa..........
i've been gd dis yr.. Can i stop bein e toooopid santa n start receivin instead of givin??? Plzzzzzzzz

Boredom

2006-12-22T10:29:00.000+08:00

Boredom is reali KILLING ME!
Waking up each day thinkin.....
Wad e hell to b done todae?
Help me PlZ. Im dead bored. everyday, every hr every min every sec.

sun o sun

2006-12-20T11:36:00.000+08:00

Guess GOD mus haf listen to ma prayers.
E sun's out. Finally. ohhh i luv ya so fer givin us e sun bac. Everytings bac to norm (i supposed).
Im gonna haf mor clothes to wear.
Im nt gonna b stuck home mos of e time.
E ground gonna b dry soon. No mor floods.
Its time fer me to fly kite, go tannin n SWIMMIN.
Despatch n riders wil gain bac their smile.
E roads will b safer in all ways.
N best of all
'him' will b able to ride safely n busy mos of e time wif dunno hu and not bein able to mit me...
-e sad ending of a gd story

e rain

2006-12-19T19:05:00.000+08:00

e RAIN
Wen will it stop
Y mus e rain stop him from exitin ma mind
Kip wonderin n thinkin
is he ok? is he caught?
e tot of him being on e rd drenched wet
e tot of him tryin his best to c in dat weather

Gosh
i luv him so
i care fer him so
n der he was
BLAMIN ME

time n time
dat i neva bothered
bothered if he's alive
if he's alright

guys O boys
can oni realis wen e person stop carin
can onli c wen gd things ar bout to end
N dats wen ...........

dose without e dickos ar at fault

plz dear

2006-12-17T16:13:00.000+08:00

LIfe's so torturing wen ders unsettled issues ard ya. Which jus create huge problems.
Answers
Explanations
Reasons
I long to hear. Wen can all dese b solved. Wen can everytin b bac to normal.

im longing fer all e
unanswered questions
stupid explanations
neva ending reasons

i hate ur game
Plz put it to stop
as
i had enuf
Enuff fer me to suffer..........

probs probz

2006-12-14T00:05:00.000+08:00

E older ya get e more probz ya face. to tink dat ya haf to wake up everyday facin e same old thing. e same thing over n over again.

School shitz unsettled. i still cant werk. no werk = no money.
i got a life time scar from todae ironin. at an unsightly place.
GUYZ datz givin me shitz lately

starhub askin me fer $200. Icec askin me fer 3 mths. ma cash drainin out. ma scar is not leavin me. i dunno if ma so called bf's alive. dis guy is asking fer ma hand. another guy givin me shitz, interferin wif ma life.

coincidentali ma horoscope tellin me --> Issues around your home today offer clues about what you need to change.
*i jus reach home and almost all are sleeping. dose alive aint tokin to me. how e hec can i noe wad i need to change. clues frm hu?? ma fishes? ma hamsters? ma rabbit?

again

2006-12-10T18:43:00.000+08:00

Y does it always haf to end in a shitty way?? Shud I feel guilty over things or shud I jus gif a damn bout it? Drowning urself in alcohol jus cos of me?? Am I dat important? Or ur jus addin up e guilt to all ma unanswered questions?

plzzzz

2006-12-08T14:56:00.000+08:00

Y mus ppl make life difficult fer us?? Wad i wan right now is ma money ma cert n ma own freedom to werk wereva i wan.

MRT + ppl = death

2006-12-03T17:30:00.000+08:00

Wad is wif ppl and mrt?? Dun dey haf any other place to kill themselves and not involvin so much ppl. sumbody die again at e mrt yest. and YES mrt delay, detour, free busses and jam! Dun they realize that they aint gonna get lucky and ppl ARE NOT GONNA donate $$$$ to their fam outta pittiness.. Plz sumbody knock some senses into dem!!!!

werth e share

2006-11-24T23:41:00.000+08:00

At times sharing e happiest momen doesn make any diferenz. Was he born dat way or m i jus too blind dat he actuali WAS happy too..
Mmmmmm I always wanted to noe wad exactly was on his mind wad actually was he thinkin. i wanted to b e guy in e show wad women wans.. Maybe i need to shock maself den i'll get that special power. How great can it be. U'l noe wadeva sum1 is thinkin. Oh i wish............

save me

2006-11-21T21:45:00.000+08:00

God pls save me till thurs. jus 2 mor days. i cant take it. im dying....

unacceptable

2006-10-21T03:16:00.000+08:00

FACTS
TRUTH
REALITY
EVERYTHIN unacceptable

Y
Y
Y
Y

he msg!!

2006-10-17T00:12:00.000+08:00

Prediction fail dis time.
Wrong judgement.
Persuadin n lying to maself doesn werk at all. Bt at e same time e feeling o ma thoughts were as if true. Or m i jus tryin to bullshit maself??

a dae to rememb

2006-10-15T08:22:00.000+08:00

Dats it! Dis time ders no turning bac., Guess he wudn eva call me again wif his kinda ego aftr I throw his helmet at him. I hate it wen ppl cum to me wen dey are drunk though they are ur so called bf.
Time reali tot me to b strong. Though it feels that ur 4 yrs of togetherness came about to nth at all. Nth. Wadeva u wan wadeva ya wish fer was crushed in jus few secs… E last kiss e last hug e last of everythin. To noe that he came to lurve ya too late. Wen ur heart has been locked wif all kinds of lock.. E feeling is jus undescriable.. I wish i cud cry. I wish i cud shout, scream ma lungs out. I wish ders no tomor.

i gt thee

2006-10-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

e big shitz is over.. Sleepness nite is over. im a hapi woman todae. i'l b happier if i cud jus get everythin i eva wanted.
Got ma GOLD crocs todae. Nt able to get e one dat i wanted bt its ok. "mary jane" gd enuf den nth. I almos gt e silver one bt den bt den... Now wadeva ppl gif mus take.. if not GONE.
OK. I wen vivo city. Jus so to get e Gold one. But sadly no size. even e silver one out of stock can!! N e sales person at marina can even sae. Go Vivo. Todae jus open. Bloody hell go der dun haf. But ok. At least i gt e first few of e new "mary jane".

Vivo city damn big la. e sky top garden.. Nice. can c sentosa bt too bad e haze. yeah talkin bout haze.. Another story.. Very bad. Yest i tot i saw werst bt todae i think twice as bad.
Docs gonna make mor $$$. Werk Ot. PPl getting sick. Pharmacies gonna run out of Vit C.. Everybody tryin to stay alive..

Well ok.
Yeah bac to Vivo.

E cinema queue long la. E place big. e shops a lot discoun here discoun der. Everythin nice bt i cant find a single place dat sell food der can.. Hungry can die bt i guess fer e sake of "mary jane", i"l stay alive. N ders weird weird ppl. gt traffic controller la. some dance
some like robot. point here point der. point wer e shops are.

stupid fools. wear helmet wif wistle sumor. very stupid. den gt some ppl ridin dis weird kinda bicycle.. lotsa weirdo.. jus weird place..

save me

2006-09-24T22:25:00.000+08:00

Im dying.. sick since yest. ma luck n health has been deterioratin. cant afford to b sick. cant afford for an mc. Oh god! pls make me beta tomor.
ma 6 reflections done, ma observations none. im in deep shitz.

trail walk

2006-09-22T23:58:00.000+08:00

Damn tirin dae till all ma plans go haywire.. Jus cos of e 3km Mc Ritchie trail walk. E place was rather nice. Seems to b a great place fer hiking. But nt on a trail walk wif KIDS. BABIES. Ma back ache dat bad. Tired following deir pace. Bending down so many times. Holdin e kids hands speciali wen one jus dun wan to hold urs, ya jus feel like leaving him der. Deizr monkeyz ar jus so scary. N wen e monkeys were stopping us, I rather save ma own lives den e kids. I was usin ma yellow crocs at dt pt o time. Dun de crocs jus look like bananas. Dey jus lurveeeeee e color yellow so much. N at dt pt of time I jus feel like throwing ma yellow crocs at dem.. Bloody monkey. Dun let us cross deir way.. Stop us like they bloody own dat walkway.. Wonder how much they pay e government?? Masters?? Diners?? Visas?? Nets… ha ha. Wen I gt bac to school, its like 5 mor hrs mor till end o werk. N I jus wanna SLEEP.. BATHE.. No mood fer anything..
N den supp mit up wif so many peepz bt I jus fil sooooo daymn tired to go out.. N I reali wanna go n c e fireworks since e recent IMF fireworks I was being chased by e security… Bt den home was I n ‘him’ was hu I met in e end

he shocked me

2006-09-21T23:51:00.000+08:00

Shocking smses, scary questions.. ‘Him’ has neva done or said anything lik dat b4. I wonder wad happen if I reali blurt out e whole truth to 'him'. Will he eva b alive aftr dat? After 2 weeks of silence, he’s bac.. Still alive. N I am dis time of cos fer sure ALIVE..
SHUD I STAY OR SHUD I GO

y mus it b e toddler

2006-09-14T22:53:00.000+08:00

madness chasin aftr arseholes hu jus enter e werld of e preschools. Teacher Lin = Toddler. I expected dat to happen. Bloody hell!! I hate dirty diapers. Shitty diapers. StinkoEs. Itchie legs. Bite marks. Jus name it. Daymn i jus hate taking care of 2 yr olds. Driving me nuts. Making me hungry. Loosin ma weight = not a gd thing i mus sae.

babies

2006-09-13T22:32:00.000+08:00

ma bro jus bought a companion fer his lil' spiderman hamster. N wen he jus add dat lil' gurlie inside e cage, e spiderman hamster chase aftr e gurlie. N bes of all he cant wait to fark. He kip on sniffin e gurlie arse or shud i sae pussy. N trying to jump n doin it their animal position. N e gurlie tryin her best to scape. Seeing dem kissin(i guess) looks kinda cute. Seeing the 'guy' chasin e 'gurl' fer a fark seems farni yet cute. e way e spiderman hamster looks restless, anxious in c-in e gurlie seems watchably fun..
They'll gonna make babies reali soon. in mins time or even secs.
no one noes.

msn

2006-09-13T01:53:00.000+08:00

wad e fark is happenin to MSN??? Its so bloody irritatin CAN!!!! Since yest.. N i can onli go in e default msn. N dun underst y some ppl still can go in...

difficult

2006-09-11T01:25:00.000+08:00

how hard i try to get him off ma mind... ders jus ppl hu ask me bout him. y is it jus so difficult??

N w/o those peepz askin, im still doin stupid shitz hopin fer dunno wad..
- wein msn on e weirdest time hopin to c him online though i noe im nt gonna click on him..
- c'in his type o bike n hoping dat it's his..
- happen to pass e place he used to sae he play soccer(sun), n lookin ard to c if ders 'him' der.
- every coffee shops dat i pass i got to look ard to c maybe he's der

WAD IS HAPPENING TO ME???

changi

2006-09-10T23:56:00.000+08:00

im gonna grow muscles tomor thanks to e walk at changi. I neva knew that changi haf grown to b dat nice other than e ugly low tide sight of e beach.
e dae turns out to b alrite wif frens n small lil kid. Free frm everythin durin dat time. til e time wen we were bout to get bac. Waitin fer e bloody cab was like hell. Den bein bitten by ants. N i jus dunno y, dis ants wen its time fer dem to attack me, they can easily crawl to ma feet n ma leg dat fast compare to other ppl.. Y ma leg?? Y ma feet?? U guys lurve tapered legs huh??
Dats nt it.. Being attac, den cab arrive, den bac in e lift to fren place. N carryin dis lil kid n BLUERKKK!! He puke on me. Daymn how i luv kids puke so much. N best of all, i got to mit a fren aftr dat..
So jus imagine wad i did...............

at last

2006-09-08T02:11:00.000+08:00

ppl cant make me hapi...
But im makin maself hapi....
At last e 'sueh' been left at far east.. Its bac to e look which i lurve most. SHORT. I LURVE ma hair. For todae. N hope tomor n e dae after.

enuff

2006-09-07T09:34:00.000+08:00

im so bloody piss wif 'him'.. i cant tolerate any more.. aghhhh. N i can neva believe dat i reali DID msg 'him' those kinda msgs. Daym... Enuff.. Jus too much.. Fark wif everythin.........
Jus e time to say.........

hols

2006-09-05T20:48:00.000+08:00

Im hapi aftr long. its e hols.. Free from everythin. evrythin done. everythin over til nex mth. For now, ma plan is TO CUT MA HAIR.

at las

2006-09-05T00:57:00.000+08:00

Aftr long, at last i got to go out wif 'him'. N aftr long A MOVIE.
'The breakup'.
Do guys reli take into detail wadeva dey c or hear stuff frm movies??

dreamz

2006-08-27T13:10:00.000+08:00

Weird dreamz playing wif me dis days in ma sleep.
Bad dream, nightmare. Name it but mostly they are jus those bad ones. Is someone trying to tell me sumthin?? Hidden msgs?? Not at all do i believe such things bt wen it occur mor den once, I gotta start thinking..
But wif too much thinking..
e paranoid ME starts

prawning

2006-08-26T19:53:00.000+08:00

Wen prawning. N I caught e bigges prawn ma fwen eva caught der. E hands freaking big can?? Like crab.

no mor alcohol free

2006-08-26T01:35:00.000+08:00

der goes ma dayz of alcohol free.
Lasted few dayzz.
Startin drinking gain. Nid help

2006-08-22T01:57:00.000+08:00

feeling shitty but still
** alcohol free for 3rd day

2006-08-22T00:41:00.000+08:00

i miss those days...
dose so called REAL dates
movie dates

WER??
GONE......

hapie endingz jus happen in stupid fairy tales. N dey live happily eva after. BullSHIT

2006-08-19T05:15:00.000+08:00

I jus dunno wer to hide ma face. Pukin at a fren'z kitchen n den steppin on it den slip n fell. I reali made a big fool outa maself. N de stnk.. GOSH!! Unexplainable. N dat fren has to clean e whole mess. Felt damn bad.

** Stayin alcohol free for e nex few dayz

wads wif me

2006-08-14T04:33:00.000+08:00

Dis dayz i jus dunno y i kip finding 'penyakit' outside. Wads wif me? Lack of attention? Mayb yeah.. But in a shity way? Gosh!! Wads reali happening to me.. im reali going haywire w/o him. Telling maself dat life has to go on isn werkin fer me at all. It turn out werst.
I look like a sober kid sittin alone drink by drink. goin home sleep n e nex day drinking again. n sleepin again. Same old boring crap except e stories of drunkern peepz..

Over at last

2006-08-10T11:53:00.000+08:00

Its finnali overrr.......... I will neva wanna werk wif 'her' n i wouldn wanna c dat farkin Dr hu neva get satisfied wif wadeva i gave. I wanna sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep

Monash im cuminnnnnnnnnn

2006-07-31T23:43:00.000+08:00

E dream.. MA dreamz of wanting to go to Monash for dunno wen. the tot of goin der. a degree. e hat which i long wanna wear. e tot of seeing e wide smile on ma mum's face. e $$$$$$$$$$$$$. Mmmmmmmm
on e way to e bukit mera centre jus now, me was chattin wif one of ma fren bout Monash. Dunno how we got e topic started i also aint gt any idea on dat. e great part is dat i've a fren hu wants to go der. So e planning started like

yrs of savings

3 yrs
4 yrs
5 yrs <- wen wanna get married??

monthly contribution

$300
$400(no shopping + no public transport= walk everywer + stay home)
$500 (eat sand bcum bosnia kid odi)

learn how to cook (if nt mus start eatin veges everydae)
everyday party life (mus study!!)
different guys bac on e bed (woah i wish)
go der mus find part time job
get super white guys der
marry over der (no need ROM)
to find kakis to join in our quest

** so i jus hope dis temporary planning gonna werk.. I hope ma fren doesnt run away aftr 3 yrs.

lust Vs Luv

2006-07-25T01:33:00.000+08:00

i asked maself lotsa time..."lust" or jus tru "luv"?? Is 'him' e guy i wanna grow old wif?? Wads bout 'him' dat makez me too addicted to ?? Lookz??
aftr yrs, i still dun haf a definite ans..
Was it e way i was being treated or was it jus M-E again...

nO poiNt

2006-07-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

Sumtimes... no point wishing n hoping for a change. Changes aint gonna happen at any pt of time. I wish aftr dat dae, things will b bac to wad we ar, wad we used to b like.
Happiness nt happening as 'him' is bac to e 'him' again. Quarrel over e same thing. Stupid dressing issue. Gosh how can one sae to e gf things like, "if ya wan mit me, u wear those open clothes." M i dat desperate to mit 'him'? ya act i do. I miss him terribly. Bt is dis wad i get? N im still wif him? Y am i stilll wif him aftr all dis? I wan a guy to respect me bt nt like dis. Damn it hurts me deep...

how

2006-07-18T00:03:00.000+08:00

Wad a dae to end...
First, no $$$
2nd, too much assignments to b done
3rd, bus conductor caught me
4th, no $$$$ again cos had to pay bus fare again
5th, dwld live msn n now my contacts all GONE!!!!

HOWWWWW????????

We are e poison as well as e cure

2006-07-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

"him"eventuali decided to make e move by lookin fer me yest. i receiv msg n nuisance callz. (to chec if im alive i guess)
Newae, eventuali i decided to msg him n ask him out... i mean mit... eventuali aftr like weeks n thanks to Kavi.... e msgs were being sent n replied. I jus hope i REALI get to REaLI tok stuffz out dis time round. .

aGhHHHH

2006-07-10T00:56:00.000+08:00

Y is it so difficult??

Every time I try to leave

Somethin keeps pullin me back, me back

Telling me I need u in my life

Every time I try to go

Somethin keeps tellin me that, me that

Everything gon be alright

Every time I try to leave

Something keeps pullin me back, me back

Telling me I need u in my life

It was meant to be,

You were meant for me,

So that means we gotta make it work

tanKerYu

2006-07-08T23:37:00.000+08:00

i lurve e crocs. i lurve e color. n best of all i lurve u girls.......
wohooooooooo

aftr 10 yrs

2006-07-05T02:10:00.000+08:00

Ppl change so do places.. Wen Kota Tinggi aftr almost a decade... n woah.. now got chalet, got slides got those tubes like those at wild wild wet.. Hmmp nt bad. Gt a great natural way of massage frm e waterfall n den danga bay we went.. Almos hit a car der.. As usual ma reversin fren. Reverse so much din realis e car at e bac n HONKKKKKKKKK!! Gave us a fright.. But well, safe were we. Thank god.
Here i'm bac in ma room wif 3 pcks of ciggies. im gonna safe $30 dis mth n smoke like hell.. Wohoo

Bloody ************

2006-07-04T04:10:00.000+08:00

Bloody manequin, no mascot, no wad do they call it.. e china statue or wad. those olden times thing wer ya learn bout e history of china las time. dat kinda like statue which look like those guards. e one at e cocoon at indochine.. Damn jus dun noe wad dat damn thing called. dat bloody thing is makin me awake till now.. Cant get a wink.. It kip on appearin on ma mind.. Den sumor e lightin kip on makin me imagine it as a spiderman.. Ha ha. mus b e alcohol..

dt place make me wonder bout e greatness of havin e male version of e concubines n me as e empress.. wohoo.. wonderful...

M-E

2006-07-02T19:45:00.000+08:00

Dayz of silence are killing me bit by bit. Ma faultt i shud sae bt wads e pt of holding on if it jus brings ya down.........
Wen it started how it started. it's jus e letter M-E...
E ME hu neva get satisfied hu neva feel contented hu neva feel thankful

wad if.........

2006-07-01T18:25:00.000+08:00

Wad if everythin u wanted everythin ya dream of ends aftr ur b'dae..
Wad if e laughter n e fights stop...............................

23rd yr

2006-06-28T23:57:00.000+08:00

came skuul late as usual. e gurls surprised me wif dis
cute card on ma table.. plus a bdae song. paiseh gettin all these aftr enterin philip class late. well thankz fer makin ma mornin great. E day continues wif ma las min philosophy presentation which i find out that e contents in ma speech was nt bad.. well, fer a las min thing of cos it was ok. wakakaka.. Guess i haf to stick to dat philosophy startin frm todae.
Aftr skuul was a las min kinda tea thing at 'turkish sofra' wif a long lost fren. i'm nt a fan of turkish food bt den turn out to b ok. Tot of meetin e gurls aftr dat bt 'he' wanna mit up at 7 plus so ders no wae i'l b able to mit e gurls.
Doesn turn out to b dat fun aftr all..mac again n takin in e east coast wind..but well since both ar tired, home is wer we headed to.... Wad a great dae to end wif............
Another cute card ......

A nite to e 23rd yr

2006-06-28T03:44:00.000+08:00

Mr He made ma dae, made ma nite.. Fetch me frm werk. surprise me wif a bouquet of 12 roses n an earli b'dae wish. Kent Ridge park was wer we head to. Noeing i've nt had ma dinner, he pack a mac meal, look fer ma fav cocktail at 7-11 n mor to b said.. hmmph dats e thing bout older men.. They underst ya.. nt exactly.. bt try their very best..
Though flowers r nt ma kinda thing. Its jus a matter of tots. e way ya try to make e nite special. e surprise. Well, dats e thing dat jus make women lurves it.. Dun tell me i need to date older guys jus to feel dis kinda stuffz?? N dats jus nt it, together wif ma fav choc cake wif a bdae song.. Gosh.. I jus wish it was "him'' hu go tru all dis fer me..

sorie

2006-06-20T20:02:00.000+08:00

Gone 4eva. Apologies will neva b accepted in any right minds.
Misery of e heart e mind e soul has ended on e worst date to b remembered...

dat much of hate

2006-06-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

e time wen ya badly needed 'him' to b der bt instead Mr He is e one hus der fer ya. hu listens. hu cares. hu held his arm ard ya jus fer ya to cry on.. Wer was 'him' wen u badly needed 'him'??? Sleeping comfartably in bed... e same old ans over n over again...
Sayings like 'no worries, i'll b der for ya', shud jus b crushed n burned in front of e 2 perfect eyes......

Dats e very first time i said i hate him n reali meant it....

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2005-10-23T18:28:00.000+08:00

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